17 October 2009

Life.....it's........there.

New phone number, new puppy, 2 new kittens, new job (soon!). That's my current life. Nothing else new.

The puppy just chewed my mouse cord in half. Great!

I wish I could understand people. I want to be able to read their minds and find out why they do things. Why do people behave as they do? I didn't do anything to you. Why do you feel the need to be so nasty to me????

Some days I just want to say I'm done and check out. But then I have days like Wednesday. I was so upset and frustrated. I tried to schedule my cell payment for Friday and accidentally had it taken out of my account immediately. There wasn't enough for it in my account. I called Sprint immediately to have it reversed. They couldn't do that. Because it took all my money (and some) the stuff that originally had enough money for didn't have enough money either. So now, lots of charges. :( I headed to Darla's to take care of Mr. Adorable and was just venting to her about being upset with myself for not being more cautious in trying to set up an internet payment. She says she's sorry. We chat for a few moments and she heads to work. I get to play with this amazing little boy for a few minutes and then Darla calls. She offers to pay me for next week early so that I can put it in my account!!! YAY!!!!! I was happy!! Then little man makes me happy by just being him. Babies have an amazing ability to just make me happy! I love them!!! All is well. I feel good about my financial status. I am happy. Then I check my bank account. Of course they process the fees from the stuff that bounced, then the debits that were in process, then my deposit. Yay! More fees! Now I have no money. :( Thanks Asheville Savings Bank. You could have processed the deposit first, then the debits, then the fees to help keep me from getting more. But you don't. How nice of you!

I still have my moments of anger at Heavenly Father. It seems that He often gives me something I need/want, but it has a catch. It is never a gift that doesn't punish me somehow. Examples, I get my transfer, but I'm losing close to $650/month gross pay. Darla pays me early so I can get money in the bank to fix my mistake and it doesn't seem to make any difference. Everything that I was trying to keep from bouncing does anyway. I often wonder just what I've done to deserve it. Oh well. Life, unfortunately sometimes, go on.

I'm done for now. I love you all.